Monday, July 12, 2004
2dae gB dae...so i got up
reali earli den got ready for skol den left e hse...got my dad to fetch me...cause i din wanna be a walking statue...reached skol at 6.30+...cause i wanted to meet e
LOVE platoon ppl to check their uniform...so tt ltr wun be so rush...in e end...so many sec1s dun hv dis...dun hv tt...i run here run there looking for accessories for em...den when all was rdy...
shouted for em to get into their squads so tt sLs can check uniform...in e end...no1 seemed to be listening to me...-haiz- oh well...finally got em to line up
properly...den went into e hall...sec3s to 5s on e stage den every1 else on e floor...cause gB is big...so cannot fit onto e stage...aft e
long speech by principal den finally can get off le...den went back to class for lesson...-sianz-...
slept alot during lessons 2dae...i think because last nite din slp enough...den came IDPW...we
sway sway tiok 2dae...like supposed to be nxt week de cause we were grp 7...but it seemed tt e grps in front for sum reason or another cannot present den reach us...e bad news was tt dawn 4got to bring e disket...so went to tell teacher...she
scold n
nag abit...den sae nxt week if cannot present or wad den she gona gif us
zer0...[sigh]...finally skol ended...felt like
eternity tho...den got gB meeting...went down happily...thot teachers got sum announcement to make or wad...in e end? KOH made us rite out e skol song n vasper...she sae those hu dunno will be
punished...lidat i
die lar...so
si bai...i'm a pc n i dun even noe my own skol song...
+dissappointed+...i onli rote 3 outa 4 stenzas can....WL...den went back to class find gui den i changed den we go heartland le...
at heartland...
went st8 up to neos there to meet juliet cause gui was late le...met her le den
accidentally met jeanice...she was wif her frenz...so she came out awhile den we
toked for abt mayb 5min...tok abt her uniform...gB dae...she being
parade commander...i was like so shocked lor can...she??? parade commander...haha...aniwae...we toked n toked den i saw my mummie...she was wif her cousin...toked awhile den said bye to jeanice...said bye to mummie den me n gui went BK to eat...den....
coincidently met buddie...i was
surprised...cause i actually din see her...walked rite pass her...den she called me n gui den we saw her...she left aft awhile den came back all of a sudden to gif gui a choc...we were all veri shocked lor...no time to react at all...she juz put n
run...-haiz-...aft tt met up wif grace den went home le...
at home...
grace came over actually for sum revision..i think...but in e end...jasmine ended
earli den so she went off to meet jas-kor at dolby-ghaut mrt...goin to buy tie...
oh well...i think i sorta showed her abit of
attitude 2dae...dunno wads wrong wif me...goin nuts...
depression mayb? dun feel like myself...i feel veri 'tied up'...
stressed...dunno y...but juz feel stressed...recently got sum problems wif
frenz...all along had problems wif my
family...skol is starting to suck--
big time...everything ard me seems to be weighing
down on me...i feel
squashed...nid a
breather...i nid sum
personal space...some
quiet time...where can i find it?i'm not sure...taking each dae as it cums...
darling...i'm realie veri
sori abt 2dae...i showed u abit
attitude...
sori...n i din mean to
lie to u abt being okay...juz din wan u to worri...reallie
sori darling...dui bu qi...
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 6:36 PM