i just realised i have so many things to do dis week n nxt...
-haiz- i'm gona be so cramped..
dis saturday need to go church
to teach tuition frm 2-4...
den gotta rush down to HQ to teach drill
at BOTC and BODC frm 430-630...
busy busy busy..
uptil now, i havent polished my boots yet!!!
sianz...think i forgot how to polish le..haha..
and i slao havent started perparing for the sesion i'll be doing with the pri skol GB girls..which i'm veri nervous abt now..cos i just found out tt itz gona be to 150 girls...i thot was onli gona be abt 20-30 ppl can....now is like 5x more!?!?!?...my gosh...i'm not prepared..i need to be prepared by nxt week..but i'm clueless abt wat to talk abt...[siGh]...
anybody hu has any tips or topics abt ledership, pls be kind enuf to share wif me??..hehe...i need hlp?!?!?!?!??...
destressed~..
lolz..

got up at 10am today...*yawns*
bathed n ate breakfast..
den cabbed down to hougang..
met zave, take bus wif her to bedok...(she gg anglican)
i'm nice..a little time spent..
haha..*shrugs*
den we parted at bedok int.(sadly)
den i wait wait wait..korkor still at home..
hmmm...
haha..so i tried taking 60 to her hse there..
hoping not to get lost..hehe..
got there, met her..
den we cabbed to compass..
MERCEDES CAB wor!!
haha..den we reached compass ate delifrance..
cos korkor hungry..
she got a ham sandwich and a brownie and a frappe..(so much!!)
and i got a café glace...
den we sat n chatted n chatted..
den we went toilet..(cos she splashed her frappe on herself!!..haha..
den we saw realli cute eeyore ear studds!!!!!
my god, they were so CUTE.
too bad so ex..-haiz-
den she go nanqiao le, den i take bus home..
and i saw a B-I-T-C-H-Y girl carrying myBAG*...
hmph.
oh wells, itz e end of my busy day and i'm home..
i'm itching..BAD..i think i hv rash or infection or smth..somebody help me!!!..[siGh]

i'm officially starting work at SIA on the 1st of march le..
online at dis time is to print all my documents..
aniwae, today went to take passport foto at central..not veri man yi wif it tho..-haiz-
no choice ba..*shrugs*

i cant wait to start sch.. hate to b so free all e time...

-haiz-
why today i so easi cry ar...
wonder wads wrong wif me..
sadd..my hrt hurtz..
i want my frenz back..
i want my freedom..
i want care n concern..
[sigh]

-haiz-
itz gona be just me by myself again today.. =(
church tuition ltr..
to think i cleared my entire day today for nth..
to find tt i still hv to tuitor e kids at church..
to find tt i gt no plans n i'm gona stay at hm...
i shld hv just gone for HQ event..
[sigh]

today wanted to either go clubbing or pubbing or go beach de..but in e end, i guess none is gona come true ba..oh wells..nvm den..
aniwae, updates..
i got L1R5--19
i got L1R4--15
qualify for e courses tt i wanted, but just not up to my own expectations..-haiz-
and, i'm pretty pissed wif SOMEBODY..dun think she noes tt itz her, but i shall just let it go huh..

guess wad..i'm in NYP agn...
-haiz-
cant hlp it but to feel afraid..
today is e day we get graded for our 4yrs in sec skol...
judgement day.
the last time anything like dis ever happened to me, it was PSLE..but i noe, dis time round..itz bigger, much bigger...aft today, my PSLE cert wld be nth but a piece of ppr..it wld no longer hold any value...
furthermore, when i collected my PSLE results, i was too young to understand itz importance at tt time..i was also, acc by my parents..which made everything more comforting and assuring..noeing tt there's someone waiting for me, being there for me..
today, when i step into PL once agn..it wld be just me..for e entire of today, JUST ME.
[sigh]
somebody save me..i'm scared..
i dun dare to go skol le..i dun dare to face dis truth..i'm afraid..
so feel like crying..

at jiejie hse now..
juz now went for dinner wif dajiu n jiuma...
jiejie bathing, so i got nth to do now..
I'M SO FULL!!!!
haha..ate at S11 amk central...
4 of us shared a spring ckicken,a fish&chips, 1 fried bi tai mak and 1 hor fun...my goodness, it was ALOT..lolz..
waiting for jiejie come out den we more or less can go back home le..
-haiz-
i got a feeling tonight is canceled..
korkor cant make it, jiejie not interested, darien sick..
[sigh]
my freedom has gone to waste in a way??
i wanna go out late at nite..
oh well..nvm bah i guess..
*shrugs*
shall see how ltr..

i'm in NYP now..
got up earli in e morning to make jiejie n zave breakfast..den jiejie went skol le..den zave came skol do project and asked if i wanna come..i thot since i was already awake,why not..haha..so here i am..lolz..and e reason why i'm here blogging is cos i played almost all e games there is at frontsteps.com le..haha..
even tried preparing for my session at JLTC..but cant find anything abt 4th coy or leadership in GB..haha..so i'm so bored...lalala~
i got nth to do..so sianz..
den tonite cant go CG, cos can jiu coming over for dinner.. and parents say dun go for CG cos itz late...-haiz- ppl cant come my hse somemore..so sianz...
wonder wat i'll do ltr when i get home..
i'm hungry now btw..cos i din hv any breakfast dis morning..onli made for jiejie n zave..haha..
k la, i'm gg off..
byee~

geraldine out of campus superstar le..
so sadd.. =(
aniwae, dad's frenz are coming over for dinner n gambling tonite..so sianz can..i dun like..-haiz-
oh ya..
the most exciting thing..
haha..
mum n dad will be away for e nxt few days at KL..
whee!!!!
freedom here i come! -grinz-

yday went to take bus at abt 4+...
wanted to go nan qiao look for her..
but waited like 20min for e bus..
den when i bus finally came, she called..
she say she gg home le, so i said "orh."..
so i decided to walk to mrt station to take train down to bugis meet darien le..
den she msged me, asked me mit her at hougang..
gave it some thot, n took a cab to hougang mall..
actually mood was quite sadded de..
but thankfully,e cab uncle was SO NICE..
haha..he was talking n talking to me all e way..
so funny..hehe..
den he say i veri cute, he thot i onli 12yrs old..
den he even said tt if he was younger, he wld jio me..lolz..
den he asked if the fren i meeting is pretty..
haha..and i said "PRETTY..VERY PRETTY.."
den he say he oso wanna meet her..lolz..
aniwae, yarh..e uncle made me smile n luff all e way..
finally met up wif her at hougang mrt..
den we took train all e way to bugis..
hehe..e way there was enjoyable..
we were taking fotos n all..haha..funny...
reached bugis..den we walked ard awhile..
i got smth to munch at old chang kee..
visited e toilet..(haha)
den i went to mit up wif darien le..
while she left to walk walk...
darien n i chatted while we walked to north bridge center..
before that, we went to 7-11 buy drink..
both of us got a pinkDOLPHIN...
den went up to e office..
sat there in tt big room and filled up my application form..
had a little sorta interview, den can leave le..
aft tt.. we went to 5/10...
i think itz a veri nice place to chill n hang out..
darien ordered a beer...
we sat at 5/10 for quite awhile..
den we took a bus to her hse le..
for dinner..hehe..yumm...
went there, sheba kept licking me..hehe..
den ate dinner le sat there watch tv...
darien kept calling sheba, but she no response...
so i tried..
i call onli, she came..hahaha...
she's so cute..
she has officially became my favourite dog...-grinz-
den abt 10+, dad came to fetch le..den went home..
btw, i cant work le..parents dun allow...yupp..

tt day went to sentosa wif jiejie n fidelis n victor and zave...
wanted to see e sentosa flowers...
den watch musical fountain...
but musical fountain got tonns of ppl...
so aft seeing e flowers, we went looking for a way to palawan beach...
finally reached..
den we went 7-eleven to buy candles n lighter..haha..
den played candles on e beach...
so nice, so cool... -grinz-
first time i was out until like 10+ and still no call frm parents..hehe...
aniwae, aft all tt fun...we called for 2cabs...
den left for harbourfront mrt...
den head home lo...
too bad i forgot my keys..so hadta go jiejie hse....
the end of a veri beautiful day.. =)


oh ya..
one of our oranges got squashed by a bus cos i dropped it and it rolled into e middle of a road..hehe..oops..
and FYI, i went to sentosa in a dress..and jiejie in a miniskirt..haha...

tts jiejie..den on other side is fidelis n me..haha..taken at harbourfront...(who's idea was it to take wif THE PIG???) lolz..