add colour, to my monochrome scene..

Thursday, June 28, 2007

staying up has become such a norm..
haiz...

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 4:28 AM

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

here i am..
doing my project now..
damn irritated..and slpy..
-haiz-
i think i'm a person who's easily affected by ppl n thing or wadeva ard me..
juz now suddenly NO mood to do my work..
totally spoilt my mood..
say i'm over sensitive..
say i'm demanding...
say i'm not understanding..
say wadeva..
*screams*

back to my teary old self..
i HATE it..
i hate to fucking cry all the time..
for wat sia..
honestly i cant realli explain it..

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 3:02 AM

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

i'm gg crazy...
everything around me is driving me nuts..
i'm being squished till there's nth left...

projects projects projects...
assignments assignments...
oh my gosh..
so much to do, so little time..
one single sentence today..
meant i gotta re-do the ENTIRE site plan..
which i took an entire day to do the previous one..
i hope a miracle wld happen and my day wld be 26hrs...
i need sleep.. =(

its driving me crazy..
how i try to know wat ure thinking..
how i try to understand u...
i feel like i'm knowing u less and less..
so wat if i cry myself to slp..
like anyone gives a damn..

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 12:41 AM

Monday, June 25, 2007

div 2 is edging nearer..
geez...my nerves are getting the better of me..
mayb cos i think i'm not up to it..
mayb cos i wanna succeed so bad..
i wanna go down n play..
but somewhere deep inside,
i hope coach doesn't put me in line1..
i cant take the pressure..
like at the FB carnival at YJC..
i was totally so stressed..
coach put me in line 1, plus i was "facing-off"..
i swear, i cldn't take it...
oh wells..
i juz hope for the best... =)
anywae, the senior team is called
TP Wolves United
and the junior team is called
TP Gazelles

The full fixtures are not out yet but as of now the timings are:
7th July: 12pm- Wolves vs Gazelles
14th July: 12pm - 2pm Wolves vs ______
2pm - 4pm Gazelles vs ______
21th July: 12pm-2pm Wolves vs ______
2pm -4pm Gazelles vs ______
28th July: 12pm-2pm Wolves vs ______
2pm - 4pm Gazelles vs ______
4th Aug: 12pm- 2pm Wolves vs ______
2pm - 4pm Gazelles vs ______
11th Aug: 12pm- 2pm Wolves vs ______
2pm - 4pm Gazelles vs ______

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 10:10 AM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

i'm getting my new stick on tuesday..
so excited!! haha...
onli regret is that SO many ppl hv it..
oh wells, no choice bah...
i think its the best i've seen so far le..
its light and it has an oval grip..
n i think i no time to slowly look ard le..
div2 coming sia...
so yuppz..it cost me 120 bucks!!
BIG hole in my pocket.. =(
but now, i want a stick bag..
haha..greedy me..
but i got no money.. sadd..

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 10:32 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

i need to feel the love..
i miss it..
i want it..
where has it gone?
i love you so much..
i really do.. do you?
jolted up every night is a torture..
tossing and turning keeps me awake..
i'm deprived..
deprived of sleep...
i thot those nightmares were over..
but it came again today..
-haiz-
wat shld i do?
wat can i do?

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 7:18 PM

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

in skol now..
cabbed to skol dis morning..
there goes my $$ !
sadded..
supposed to do project la..
but in the end cant do..
so here i am wasting time..
one word : SIANZ...
i'm having the same feeling agn..
nth to do, nowhere to go..
dis feeling sucks.. (when i'm nt at home)
i shld hv stayed in today..
i shld hv slpt..and slpt.. =(
okies..
i'm not in a good mood..
i shall end here..
i miss the hugs..
i miss the LOVE..
tears are all i have now..

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 1:52 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

to those ppl out there who cares.. .. ..
i went for check at SGH on the 16th..
doc looked at my hand, den sent me for an x-ray..
aft the aft X-ray, showed nth wrong wif my bones..
i scheduled for MRI..

MRI on the 1st of june..
i cried like crazy when the nurse stuck that dreaded needle into my hand..
it was the drip thingy..den they stuck like 10ml of liquid in my hand..
den i went for the scan..
halfway thru the scan, the radiologist stuck pumped another 10ml in..
the whole scan took more than 45 min..
aft the scan, went to IT fair, where i got my camera!!
haha.. MY samsung.. =))

den a few days ltr, the radiologist called to say the MRI showed nth..
meaning nth abnormal..
so i was like DAMN!
they made me go thru all that for NOTHING.. -.-
so i went for an ultrasound..

the ultrasound was interesting..
and funny..
the jelly was damn gross tho..haha..
aniwae, the ultrasound showed tt its a muscle..
an abnormally big muscle..2-3times..

SO...
i went to see my doc agn yday..
he said i cld op it if i wanted..
or if it cause me any pain or discomfort..
BUT, my dad dun wan the op..
so my nxt appt is in 3mths..
hopefully by then i can close the case..
haha..

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 11:14 PM