finally..the Os are over...
but somehow, i dun feel the sense of relief tt i shld be feeling...
somehow, i feel even more stressed now...
i duno where to go..wat to do...
i feel as if i suddenly lost all contact wif e outside world...
altho towning veri often and all...
everything is still feeling veri superficial....
i'm afraid...
scared of wat lies ahead for me...
i'm afraid to lose ppl ard me...
-haiz-

yday korkor came by teach me amaths...
she brought lunch for me wor!!
haha...fishy wrap(or so she said)
it tasted nice...
haha...
den we played PS2 for awhile...
den did studying...
korkor played resident evil and e bball de...
yupp...
den 6 lidat, korkor left to work den i went downstairs eat wif mama...
on e way up frm dinner, we bought ben&jerry's ice-cream... =)



and korkor got me the flesh/imp skirt !!!
my gosh..
THANK YOU SO MUCH !!!! hee...-grinz-
and i got a bouquet frm dylan!!!
hee. sweets...so touched...
hmm..
den wat else?
i got the winnieTHEpooh ball frm yingLEI and jac...
den i got my NEW SPECS frm mama...hehe...
and of cos, an angBAO frm my dad(how unthoughtfull)
oh well, nvm larh..at least i'll hv money to buy clothes..haha..
and of cos..not to forget, jessica dey all gif de...
my survival kit...lolz...
love dem to bitz man...hehe...

wanted to blog abt dis..but i keep forgetting..haha...
aniwae, itz abt last sunday(13nov)...
aft cartel breakfast n j8service...
grace came my hse tuition...
den aft tt went wif my mum to visit aunty morrine...
aka, shem n shaun's mother...
haha...
and i must say...
the years hv done some good to the guys...lolz...
okay, i din get to mit shaun cos he was slping...
but shem got SHUAI...
haha...he did..honest...
he really did....
or mayb itz juz e different perspective i look i him now...lolz..
now, he's so tann...features so sharp...haha...

but actually ar...hu cares...
lolz...
i've got ... ... ...
hehe....need no other...

met grace at cartel yday morning...
juv n me n her had breakfast tgt...
breakfast was on me n juv...
den 3 of us went for j8 service...
service topic, "depression(part2)"
aniwae, when dey asked for first-timers...
i sabo-ed grace and raised my hand high high for uncle freddy to see...
cos we were sitting at e back cos we were late...lolz...
her reaction was so funny, she sank herself down into e seat...
aft service, did e intro wif grace n forerunners..
she seemed to click well...haha...
dey even sorta agreed to go bball nxt sunday???
haha...
sadd tho, nxt sunday den i cant go...
i still got pprs...
onli if itz e following sunday den i can go ar...-haiz-

jessica called to ask me open the door last nite abt 10+...
i thot wat..
who noes, when i opened it...
i saw a cupcake wif a candle on it...
den jessica and march and aichoo and zuriel was outside, dey sang me a birthday song...
my gosh, was so sweet...
my first b'dae song dis yr...
lolz...
i'm so touched u guys!!!
aniwae, den jessica handed me a present b4 dey left...
inside, contained my survival kit...
consisting of 7 items...
#1: lipton tea-for stress relief..
#2: CD-music tt builds
#3: tissue-for tears of joy/aorrow/fear
#4: whitboard-to leave msg for my parents
#5: neckless&pandant frm bitz&pieces-extravagant love
#6: padd-*ahem* duh...lolz..
#7: letters frm god(book)-community..
thanks so much u guys!!!
*loves..


GOT NEW FOTOS BTW...HEHE...

went for dinner at breeks...
on the way back, i saw a lizard swollow a moth!!!
my gosh...
so disgusting...
*bleah*
haha...
aniwae, just 1hr52min to go to e end of my b'dae...
hmm...yupp...
oh well...

my birthday...
hmm...
lolz..
surprised by dylan today....
she met me outside skol during break...
spent abt 1/2hr wif me n gui b4 she headed for skol...
she gave me a bouquet...
first time man...haha...
so sweet...
so happi...
i almost dropped my precious tears of joy...hahaha...
aniwae, den gui n i went back skol aft eating to study...
i called korkor to chit chat...
den sat for ppr at 230...
was worrying for tt pig during e ppr can...
left less den 30min liao...
i still saw her cannot decide between prose or poem to do...
i panic for her can...
-haiz-
tt pig..everytime make me worry for her...
aniwae, aft ppr...
gui went out wif keith...
den i came home...
hahaha...
i'm a good girl today...*smile big big*

awhile more den is my b'dae liao...
-haiz-
somehow just wish tt it wasn't so soon...
at least i can continue to be happi abt it arriving soon...
i got a feeling tt tmr will be just me...
just like every other year...
aniwae tmr got ppr till 4...
how can i possibly expect anything....
-haiz-

-haiz-
been sickly ever since exams started...
yday got fever..hit 38.9deg can...
scared me...
cabbed home cos i din think i had e strength to walk back...
went home,slpt...
ard 3+, dylan came...
supposed to take me to doc's....
but doc's closed until 530...
so i ate panadol den slpt for another hr or so...
went to e doc's at 5+...
today not terence koh can...
dis other doctor so not nice de...
dun like him...
hehe...
aniwae, i'm abit better today...
still aching all over,and hving headache...but better den yday...
lolz...

went buy book wif dylan today...
den aft tt she came by...
we watch vcd..hehe...
supposed to study de tho....
aniwae, exams in 2+days...
i scared...
-haiz-
charlotte, muz study!!!!

went for lunch wif dylan n korkor n their senior tt day...
b4 tt went NYP wanted to get books wif dylan...
but dey weren't out yet...
den went back home get dylan's shirt and changed...
den cabbed down to PS...
ate at yoshi...
i tired the bef porridge for e first time...
hehe...tasted not bad...
den me n korkor took alot of straws...
actually is i take larh...
but went back to e table,everybody say is korkor take de...lolz..
den say her say until she veri jialat...
i expected her to say is i take de,but hu noes...
she nv deny lei...hahaha...
oops...sorry korkor...
hehe...
aniwae, aft tt...
me,korkor and dylan went to funkey...wanted to play pool...
in e end,korkor wait until wanna fall aslp liao...
we ended up gg to cine to play..
i played like shit tt day btw..
lolz..duno wat got into me...
played as if i nv touched pool b4...gosh....
haha...