add colour, to my monochrome scene..

Saturday, August 30, 2008

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shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 11:32 PM

new foto upload..
the dad playing mahjong at home today..
IRRITATING!!
wanna play go out and play larh..
i HATE him..
yes i do..
dun understand why the mum is hanging on..
LET IT GO..(i feel like shouting)
DUMP him..
now i noe where i get some of my attributes frm..[siGh]

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 3:46 PM

there can only be 2 reasons why u wld wanna forget a person..
its either u HATE xxx too much..
or u LOVE xxx too much..

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 3:17 AM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

mien's bday photos hv been uploaded..
the video too..
so check tt space out peeps..
once agn, its:
www.charlotteISxiaolei.multiply.com

life has been mundane a guess..day-in; day-out..its the same routine..except for the little splashes of excitement here and there(due to events&bdays)..its nth much.. i miss my sec school life.. or rather, i miss the times when ppl DID care.. =(

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 9:09 AM

Saturday, August 23, 2008

juz came back frm mien's bday celebrations..
timbre was kinda fun..
it wasnt the place, but the company..
thnx to all who came down.. =)
we got the band to invite mien to the stage to dance while they played a song for him..he even got to dance with another girl lo// (her frens sabo her, juz like how we sabo-ed mien..)
reali glad tt mahathir made it..tt army boy..lolz
as usual, i had to leave earlier..thnx raa, kf & mavis...for sending me to the mrt station..left at 11 today..
when i left, kf and jodine was a goner alrdy..haha..
aniwaes, i sure hope everyone had fun tday..
i'll upload the vid n pics when i can.. =)

not in the best of moods tday..
drink ***** drink *****..
-haiz- so NOT me.. but it doesnt matter anymore..
cant wait for my parents to go overseas..
i need to unwind..badly need to..
tday gt fireworks..
first time in so many yrs tt i nv watch sia..
okies, technically i DID watch a lil..frm timbre..
but its the first time i nv watch at esplanade/marina..
juz happen to chance upon a past entry..(aug10)
memories~

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 12:58 AM

Friday, August 22, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAMIEN!!
(21AUGUST)

went to CDC with grala, jodine and ericia tday..
grala drove us there..jodine book re-test, i book TP, ericia book BTT.. my TP is on the 10th of DEC.. (i juz realised its term test week..DIE).. aniwae, aft everything we went ikea.. shopped n ate..and bought damien a PRINCESS CAKE..lolz.. surprised him when back at skol..i hid behind the door when he walked in.. haha.. aniwaes, aft the day ended..headed home with mien..
Timbre@ Arts house tmr/tday nite.. drink drink drink..

i'm gg thru a phase..
an EMO phase..
and dis feeling sucks..
somehow i hv a wierd sort of sadness in me..
i think i need to go out..
and i need huggs.. lolz
(okies, i'm getting crappy..)
gd nite world!!

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 12:46 AM

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

i spent today making the FDM website..lolz
here's the add:
http://www.t28fdm.co.nr
ppl, go see!!
pls comment on it..so i can improve it.. =D

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 5:24 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

i'm feeling emo.. =(
is there anyone out there who's gona bother tt i'm feeling emo?
the tears well up, but i keep them all in..

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 9:41 PM

met up wif weilin on sunday..
we went to zouk..
NOT to club.. but to SHOP.. =)
the flea market tt is..
i din expect to see so many ppl there lo..
such a turn off.. =(
and weilin n i concluded tt we both duno how to shop at flea markets..cos we duno how to push ard wif ppl, and duno how to choose n bargain in crowds.. HAHA..
oh wells..i left the place with a bag..
and onli cos it was in a corner with v lil ppl..lolz
but i regreted it aftwards.. =(
aniwaes we went to shop ard town aft giving up on the flea market..HAHA..but we soon got bored of town..looked for myra at taka afterwards..juz trying our luck, but sure enough, she was there.. =D and she was juz abt to knock-off.. hee..wat good timing.. waited for raa to punch out and wadeva..den we walked ard a lil more..chatted n shopped.. cotton on body; cotton on; blah blah..i spent $$ again.. -haiz- i'm so broke!!! i need a job badly.. anyone got any to intro? anything i will do!! lolz..
headed home aft all the walking..
tts THE END.

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 9:44 AM

korkor & me..

the 2 of us agn..lol

lets see.. deanna, gwen, renee, me, grace, korkor.. =)

met up wif jas korkor, grace, renee, deanna n gwen on sat..
celebrate korkor's bday!!
we met up at OG orchard point, and walked over to sha terrace.. and ate at rossette house.. its a fine dining restaurant.. and tt nite, it was run by SHATEC students.. both front-house and back-house.. it kinda felt like top-table back at TP..lolz.. the food was good tho.. great effort by the students..and the service was good too.. =)
it was a long long time since i last saw all of them..(okay, mayb i met korkor the wk b4..) but still..its was so funny seeing them chat and "bitch" and crap..HAHA..nice ppl they ARE.. its the truth.. =D
we had FIVE courses PLUS cake.. we were all like SOOOOOO FUUULLLL..
the SHATEC ppl were like so sweet to sing bday song for korkor.. =DD
aniwae, aft we left the place(6 of us sQueezed into grace's car)..renee and i alighted at cineleisure..she go mit ppl, while i went back..(din go see yuenxin cos i wasnt feeling well..heh..) renee is a nice person.. =) PL girls are nice ppl..lol

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 12:27 AM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAS!!

woke up kinda earli dis morning, cldn't slp much.. duno wats gg thru my head also.. the morning has been shitty.. actualli woke up feeling fresh.. but the first words i hrd from THE MUM were f-ed up.. duno why she juz gotta gimme tt kinda attitude.. scream n shout at me earli in the morning for wat.. will it kill to talk to me nicely? DAMN. all thnx to her, i'm hving a bad day.. =(
my apologies in advance to whomever i might offen in the near future..
argh, i need a break.. i shall go take a nap.. mayb i'll feel better ltr on..

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 12:56 PM

Friday, August 15, 2008

i DID it..
new BLOG.. HAHA

Labels: EMO-IN-PROGRESS

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 4:44 PM

Thursday, August 07, 2008

oh ya..
here's a msg to anyone out there whom i owe picture/photos..
or even videos for tt matter of fact..
hee..o#ve finally uploaded them..
pls go to :
www.charlotteISxiaolei.multiply.com
if there's anything i did not upload,
pls leave me a tag..
i'll upload them.. =)
hee..i know, its been TOO LONG..

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 11:37 AM

i'm back for my BI-weekly affair with my blog..
lolz..(wow, tts a long time..)
cant seem to find the time,
nor mood to blog these days..
mayb i've grown up?
HAHA..grown OUT i mean..
of blogging tt is.. heh..

i still vaguely rmb how i started this blog..
the first blogadd i came up with was:
realliesickoflife.blogspot.com
i guess tt was reali how i was feeling?
OH WELLS..
den it went to hate-my-life.blogspot.com
and now..
*drum-rolls*
its all-becos-of-you.blogspot.com
i wanna change my blog..but i'm so lazy..
HAHA..any kind soul willing to do me this favour?
heez..

anyways..looking back on my 18yrs on this tiny red dot..
i realised i've changed..
i rmb how naive and stupid i was in pri skol..
how i used to try my bez to get in the good books of my classmates..i was so afraid to offend anyone..and i was always trying to be nice to everyone, no matter wat..
den i rmb how i moved up to sec skol..
hanging out with amanda, n cassie, n alicia..
getting to know dylan(oh man, i rmb her name..LOL)...
who was the first butch i made frenz with..
running away from lessons..
playin ard wif the upper sec girls..
den gg on to upper sec..
with all the drama gg on both IN and OUT of skol..
and i guess, the life lessons learnt..
the start of certain things..
and the end of others..
i'm surprised i din like go crazy or smth..
altho there were times i felt i was abt to loose it..
all i thot of was to end it all..
but i'm glad i'm here NOW.. =)
coming into poly,
yr 1 was a whole new experience to me..
new friends, new contacts, new exposure..
vanessa was the first fren i made..
and myra n jess were the first ppl we spoke to..
the first proj was WRTORAL, done wif vann n jaymee..
i wanted to join TP Dance, but cos onli jess n i made it thru the auditions..
all of us joined TPFB instead..
(regrets? i'm not sure..HEH.)
yr 2 was a rollercoaster ride..
filled with ups and downs in life..
it started to show..
who were the frenz..
and who were merely aquaintances..
everyone had their share of break-ups and get tgts..
including me of cos..
i learnt alot..
yr 3 is the best since..
i feel so relaxed..
so released..
i've nv felt so burden-less in so long..
i'm glad i ended up grouping with anas and rais..
i'm blessed to have known jodine, ericia, grala, mark, safwan, gary, salwa, fiqah, salimah & liyana ALOT better.. =D
its nice to hv frens..true frenz.. =)

tday's popo's death anniversary..
i MISS her..
i DO and i always WILL..
she's has been a great influence in my life..
and i'm thankful for her..
if onli she was still around, so i can take care of her..
so tt i can show her what i've become..
popo, I MISS YOU..I LOVE YOU..

shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 8:38 AM