guess wat...
i won a W810i !!
its thru a cheers lucky draw apparently..
the thing is i dun rmb filling in any lucky draw..haha..

i knew of it thru email..
it was in my junk mail..
i even almost deleted it..lolz..
i thot it might be a fraud, so i ask mummy come see..
in the end she called up the ppl..n we went down to collect the prize at raffles city.. =))

okies peeps..i'm back!!
=))
touched down at 1530hrs..
walked ard DFS den cabbed home..
the trip was ok..
great place to shop..
(if u hv tonns of money tt is..)
which sadly i dun hv la..
sooo many nice nice things there..
but all freaking eX..
high end fashion, high end shopping..
however, my mum n i DID get stucked in the Y100 shop for a very very very very long time..haha..the things in there are so nice n so cute la..lolz..

aniwaes..i'm back now..
was so excited to be back..
but now, i sorta feel tiny..
really really tiny..
like a little speck nobody wld even notice.. =(
-haiz-

off to go unpack n settle down..

byee S'pore..

oh.. n btw..
exams are OVER..
i'm crossing my fingers n hoping for the best..
í'm having hols now..till end of april..
gona miss the skol peeps tho..
during the hols, i'll be working at TOUCH..
finally can go back n see my babies le..hee..
will start work the moment i get back.. =))

7 days is kinda long to be away..
i'm gona miss my baby..
(hope she misses me too)

okies..
i'm here to post my last entry before i *poof* disappear..
before i fly off to japan tt is..
the family's gg to fukuoka(japan)..
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n guess wat..
becos i'm all grown up n i'm supposedly SOO free due to my holidays, i have to do the planning of the trip.. and NO i din get a mth or 2 weeks to do it.. i got 3DAYS.. wow, tts like so long huh.. oh wells..
aniwaes, aft sacrificing my much needed slp..i've done it!
finally finished planning for the 7day trip..
includes staying at HYATT..
going to HELLO KITTY LAND..
the ATOMIC BOMB MUSEUM..
visiting HUIS TEN BOSCH(a dutch village)..
and many many more..
so proud of myself..haha..
juz hope we can find our way when we're there..

with the things tt are gg on at home..
with the things tt are gg on in skol...
with the things tt are gg on with my life..
plus exams exams and more exams..

i'm gg to lose it..
i nid a break..
push me any further and i'll snap..
i cant take it anymore..

i cant cope with skol work..
i cant handle all this expectations and the workload..
i wanna transfer course..
i'm not meant to be in engineering in the first place..

things at home are not any better..
i'm seeking shelter at jiejie's hse..
staying here for 2days..
[siGh]

i really hope the effort i'm putting into studying for my papers will pay off..i'm not asking for too much..just to pass..i really dun wanna re-take.. i cant..
broke down n cried like crazy aft ppr today..
think its e first time any of my poly frens see me lidat..
think e guys were quite shocked..
altho i tried my bez to stop..

...ALL TIME LOW...
who will know wat i'm gg thru?
who will understand?
who can help me?
who really cares?