sat the bus home with damien n weiling today..
in 72, damien infront of me and weiling behind me..
just as i was falling aslp, weiling tapped my shoulder n passed me n note..i was puzzeled..and she was just as puzzeled as me..
it read:
Hi! I am one of the guys sitting behind..Would like to be friends with you..Hope u can sms me at 927*****.
wierd..haha..
i din noe how to react at first..so i did wat i was best at..*ignore*
haha..
goodness la..
first it was tt guy at S&K..now dis guy on 72...

so many speeches to rush!!
projects to complete!!!
i pray for discipline..lolz..

kinda abit disappointed...
kinda abit unhappy...
but wat can i do abt it?
-haiz-
4get it...


aniwae..stayed at aunty soy's hse last nite..din slp at touch in the end...but onli 3 of us la..aka, me, ms soo and kat.. =) slpt mayb ard 130...and e nxt thing i knew, it was already time to wake up..it all literally felt like i just blinked...lolz..
washed up and reached touch by 545..kids and parents started streaming in le..by 630, we were already on e bus gg to padang liao..when we got there, we gathered at e flag off point..flag off at 750..and we all had so much fun.. =)
the kids were enjoying themselves alot alot..we rested for awhile the the merlion to hv breakfast..hee..den continued walking..i became baomu to ethel, evangeline and evania..haha..it was reali fun tho..den when we were at the landing site of sir stamford raffles, we took our grp foto... =)
rched back padang at ard 1030..den took e bus back to childcare..hee...
so t-i-r-e-d....*yawns*
aft tt had debrief n stuffs...
den i left to hv lunch wif parents..
den reached church by2 for tuition..

e kids were very gd today...
so proud of them..
they actually finished an entire unit in 1hr n 30min..-grinz-
matthew scored e highest..
followed by shi yin...
i promised to get smth for them(hope i wun 4get..)... =)

today's thursday again...
tmr gg work at touch...
staying over nite there..cos saturday got "take the city walk"..
hope tmr will be a fun fun day...
saturday too.. =)

-haiz-
today's BSOM test..i'm so gona flunk can..sadded..
the entire class was trying to copy la..haha..so funny..
den EFFCOM got test also..
it was alrite tho.. =)
nxt week got math test..(i very scared)

looking at things..
i dun think i'll be joining any CCA le..[siGh]
shall concentrate on my studies then..

woke up dis morning..
feeling bad..weak all over, flu, swollen throat..freak..
went to skol, stoned thru lec..
felt even worst..
legs no strength, hands no strength..
practically felt like collapsing..
pulled myself thru entire day of skol..
cant get ying at end of day..
called n called..
but no answer..freak...
waited n waited until i fed-up..went for dinner wif e girls at little india..
went off at 630...
damn train had to spoil..
freaking waited for more than n hour b4 i cld get up a train..
stupid train UNCLE dun care abt ppl's safety de..
as i stood there by the door for more than an hour seeing countless sardine packed trains pass me by...how many ppl i see almost getting caught at e train door..how many ppl i see being seperated from their frens..and of cos, how many trains leaving with skirts caught at e door..
for goodness sake..nobody in e right frame of mind would open a door for 5sec or less at e station..i practically counted..for less than 5sec e door was open..hardly anybody could get in, or get out..
tell me then..wat good would a train be if one cant get in nor out..
-haiz- brainless ppl...
i got so pissed, i screamed at one of e guys at e station..saying tt e driver is wreckless n ppl could get hurt..(shocking? i shocked myself too..)
aniwaes, as i finally got to kovan at 8+..got a msg frm dear yinglei telling me tt she withdrew frm camp n 4got to tell me..
her ignorant and relaxed tone..
my god..where has everybody's sense of responsibility gone to???

there..an account of the worst day of my life..
sick n pissed i am..
but to bed i cant go..
WRTORAL to rush..i freaking hate dis..

tts me n ra...taken during lec..which goes to show how boring it is...lolz..

tts me n jiejie..took it during half-time when watching england match..haha..

here's raa..kafoong..me..& jess...
clique..

needless to say...tts me..haha..

kafoong & me...den raa, jess and mavis... =)

i'm out of floorball le...
YES...I GOT CUT FROM THE TEAM...
whether its cos i missed e 3matches due to church..or prob i'm not gd enuf..wadeva..
how many times muz i explain???
every single human being tt knows wat in e world floorball is has been asking me..
"wat?? out?? why?!?! oh my..."
-haiz- enough peeps...
leave me alone for a moment pls...
dun talk abt floorball...
[siGh]
aniwaes..on a lighter note..thnx u guys for ur concern..much appreciated..
i'm ok...
me n ra shall go find something else to do..=)

torn between responsibility and desire to stay in e team...
-haiz-
ifi dun go church, wats gg to happen to my kids?
if i dun go for match...wats gg to happen to my position in e team?
[siGh]
why do things like dis alwaes happen to me???
do i alwaes hv to choose btw wat i want and my responsibility?

aniwaes..
itz all over...
nth i can do will turn back time...
nth i do can change e fact tt i hv those kids to think abt...
if coach is gona cut me..
-haiz- wat can i do.... ....

(i'll probably nv play floorball again..)