in abt 7 and a half hrs..
i'll be sitting for my last and final ppr..
not including FLSM tt is..
i havent studied..
i havent even read thru.. =(
i'm so so so so not in the mood..

met mavis today..
at starbucks at wheelock..
supposed to study..
but i din even take out my book..
we ended up chatting..
we chatted abt lotsa stuff..
i've found another chatting fren.. =))

i have this thot..
i wanna leave this place aft graduation..
mavis and i are on the same boat..
wat we need is juz to leave this place..
mayb she's right..
mayb i should juz go with her overseas..
mayb i should just leave.. .. ..

i think i'm implusive when i'm in a bad mood..
i think i do rash things when i'm in a foul mood..

aniwaes..
i bought a PSP..
red one.. hee..
first time i decide on purchasing smth so fast..
i think i went from decision to purchase..
in like less than 1hour..
er ge hlp me get de.. =)
i'm paying 376bucks..
for the console(RED)..
TV cable..
4G memory card..
crystal casing..
soft casing..
etc etc..still gt alot.. HAHA
altho the red one costs more..
i still wannnnn the red one.. =)

yday..
eaud ppr was relatively good..
credits to calvin.. =)
aft the ppr went TM with the class..
jeanice(BGF) came tp meet me..
aft lunch, mavis, me and bgf sat at starbucks..
chilled and chatted.. =)
abt 3plus, bgf and i left..
we went pasir ris to prawn.. *hee*
22bucks per person..
for 2 rods..
for 2 hrs..
quite fun..haha..
we ended up with 1 lobster(mini~) and one prawn..
we met some ppl there..
these 2 very helpful guys..(nice nice de)
and another guy..(wierd wierd de)
he still ask me for my number..*freak!!*
aniwaes..we went back to TM aft prawning..
met mavis, su, eunice, belle and brenda.. =)
den we had dinner at KFC..
mavis and i shared a 2pc chix..
aft dinner, we all went our seperate ways..
bgf and i went back into TM to walk walk..
i bought a new pair of heels frm charles&keith.. =)
home sweet home aftwards..

i'm now at white tangerine with bgf and calean..
spent the morning at bgf's hse..
i saw the mini lobster in her fish tank..
its still alive lo!!
if i had known, i'll bring it home to my place.. =(
so hardy..aft all the spinning and knocking ard..
aft travelling frm pasir ris to tamp to hougang..
its still ALIVE..
drop off bags and all, den we went gym..
aft gym went back to bathe..
den came out here liao.. =)

today's PM ppr was gd..
i'm happy for it.. =)
tmr's EAUD..duno lei..
shall see how...

i'm so not in the mood..
argh!?!?!?!
lee xiaolei!!
wake up!!!!

met wendy and weilin and chuanling..
at hougang macs to study..
den aft they left,
laoba came..
i first time study wif him..
ok la..quite funny..lolz..

2pprs down..
3more to go..
i hope i make it thru BCM & LGACS..
i hope i can study hard for PM and EAUD..
*pray hard*

there's always a reason for everything..
a reason why..
a reason how..

i wanna shift house..
i dun like taking 72..
i dun wanna go back to TOUCH...
i dun like going to certain places..
i dread certain days..
i'm feeling emo...
emo bemo femo lemo lay-mo!!!

i'm thankful for certain ppl..
for guihe
for ben
for mavis
for myra
for jeanice
for yinglei
i love u guys..
thanks for being part of my life.. =)

one last post b4 i go off or my long study break..
haha..
my Vday stash. lolz..

charm bracelet.. swarovski crystals detachable to form pendants or HP accessories.. =)
"fluff" pouches, passport case..and mirror.. =) the tortise plush..nt the laptop kae..lolz
and a couple of other stuff..including the muffin and chocolates and candy.. =))

not forgetting some CNY pics..hehe.. me & theodore & jonjon..and grandma..

yea..me, the yusheng girl..lolz.. tts hey..or u can call her cardiff, she's erge's gf frm HK..
in the background, there's gay yong(junie ahyi's bf), zek gong, minli, jiarui, ahyi, uncle alvin, gongong.. =)

YES..
friday marked the end of yr 2 in TP for me..
frm now,
i prob hv 5 more days to the start of the exams..
BCM - 22feb(930-1130am)
LGACS - 22feb(230-430pm)
PM - 25feb(930-1130am)
EAUD - 26feb(930-1130am)
AM - 29feb(930-1130am)
and not forgetting my FLSM ppr2..in march i think..
[pray for me..lolz]

so fast..
it seemed like juz yday tt i enrolled..
yday tt i was afraid to go for orientation..
yday tt i was decided btw HTM and FDM..
yday tt i wished someone cld go wif me for orientation..

i hope i make it thru this sem..
i very scared..
i wanna make it thru..
i dun wanna take supp ppr..
*fingers+crossed*

study hard everyone..
all the best!! =)

BIG NEWS..
i muz be subconsciously feeling $rich$ today..
cos i tore a $50 dollar note..
yupp, u din see wrong..
i tore a brand new $50 dollar note into 2..TWO..
omg omg omg..
here's wat happened..
teachers' evaluation juz like every sunday..
but tday, aft it ended..
aunty agnes got me, juv and aunty lianteen to stay back..
hlp her count the angbow donations..
so we started openin each angbow,
emptying its contents..blah blah..
den i start ripping the angbows..(its faster)
all either coins or 2-10 dollar notes aniwae...
they're smaller than the red packet..
den i come to THIS particular packet..
i ripped it down the side..
and nth came out..
i looked inside.. (-.-''')
HORROR..
i saw the 50dollar note..RIPPED..
i was gg crazy..
while aunty lianteen and juv juz stood there and laughed..even aunty agnes laughed when she came in..LOL..(the stupid things i do..tsktsk)
in the end, i borrowed 50bucks frm mummy..
give to aunty agnes..
while i took the torn 50dollar note to OCBC..
aft service at amkhub..
luckily they changed the note for me..
no Qns asked somemore..
to think i even brought the torn angbow to show them..
in case they dun believe i tore the note by accident..heh..

aniwae..
went to huanwei's hse on sunday..
raa, kf, jess, mavis, kokwei, damien, weiqin, tianwen, shandier, weilin, elvi, calvin, wannie, sherry..
also went..
aft dinner, we had lotsa wine..(HW has so many botts..lolz)
we played "BIG; small"..
i first time play..hehe..
huanwei gt the game set lo..coolness..
i anyhow place my bet..
gut feelings..
in the end, won ard 40c? haha..
highest winner is elvi i think..90c..
i think calvin lost alot..
aft tt played blackjack..
i tried being banker..(first time!!)
we all played till ard 10plus, 11 lidat...
den huanwei sent me, raa, wannie, tianwen, sherry, weiqin...
to tamp int..
den we went our seperate ways liao..
i went back wif tianwen, weilin and weiqin.. =)
by the time i rched home, 12 liao lo..
*i first time winning this CNY..lolz*
thnx big guy..for inviting us over.. =)
and thnx for the great food and wine..lolz..

believe it or not,
i'm updating in the bus..
lolz..72 rawks!

i juz had dinner with mavis, eunice & belle..
we were at starbucks b4 tt..
too bad seth not there today.. =(
mavis was so jealous tt he kept talking to me the other time..
hahas..so funny..

today is the last day of skol..
finally, all projects submitted.. *phew*
BCM, PM, LGACS, MOE..
all done
aft all the submissions,
went to starbucks meet mavis to study..
but i ended up not studying..
we chatted instead.. lolz

yesterday
was Vday..
big big submissions..
acoustics submission..
plus MOE submission and presentation..
apart frm all this,
i was baking frm 12mn till 3am..
my present to everyone.. hee..
aft submissions and presentations..
went to meet korkor at her hse there..
pass her her present.. =)
den went to meet gui and ben.. =)
by the time rched home, 11plus liao lo...
damn tired, fell aslp even b4 i cld do my BCM..

i got 2 roses..
1 muffin..
1 huge tortise plush..
1 candy package..
1 lollypop..
[thnx huanwei, ben, gui, jess, yiting, ericia]

13feb
proj proj proj..
its ren ri..
but my parents are gg to turf club.. =(
so i stayed in skol..
do proj wif damien, calvin, sherry, kf...
cos i took cab to skol..
so no money..
den stupid ATM machine not working..
so i din eat the entire day..
we finally left skol aft 10..
damien n i went back tgt..
while waiting for 72..
he bought a double cheese burger for me..
lolz..so sweet!!!
HAHAHA..
thnx mien.. =)
i rched home almost 12 liao can..
but i still baked.. =D

k la..
i shall update another time..
i'm getting puky looking at my laptop in the bus..
LOLZ..
cheerios!

tday went to study at starbucks with mavis..
seth working there again..
he talked to me..
den everytime i go in buy thing, or wadeva..
he also talk to me...
mavis is jealous, cos he nv tok to her..LOLZ..
she keep making fun of me and him larh?!?! =(
oh wadeva~
aniwae, coincidentally..
jess, kf, sarah & haha came to starbucks too..
in the evening..
den later on,
the touchrug girls came too..
shirlyn, belle, brenda and [i duno who]..
belle is volleyball de..btw..
mavis n i studied till ard 9plus..
den we went to eat fish soup.. =)
aft dinner, went back to starbucks..
get our bags, den left liao..
her dad picked her up..
den my dad picked me up..

i think my fall tt day..
is gona leave me scared for life.. =(
saddness..
big bruise = big swell = big scar

oh btw..
anybody needs a job?
frm now till end of march..
office job..
SIA..
pay ard 1k, aft CPF..
contact me if u do! =)

the NEW year is here again..
and once again,
i'm the yu sheng girl..
today will be the start of my job as..
..yu sheng mei..
today at grandma's hse..
now at jiu ma's hse..
i think i hlped erge win quite a bit of $$..
hahas..blackJACK..
tmr onli gg darien's hse bah..
hopefully i make it to meet shirley tmr..
*fingers+crossed*
i wanna go bai nian on saturday..
anybody wanna let me go? hee..

i read smth on weilin's blog..
spells out exactly how i feel.. =(
the hurt, the emptiness..
the regret..the masks..
untold, unseen..
how fake can i be?

i so long nv blog liao..
since i hv the time now, i shall blog..
(FYI: i haven been blogging cos i lotsa work to do..and once i'm done, i'm too tired, i go to bed..HAHA..)

lets date back to last friday(1feb)..
skol as usual..
aft skol went TM..
with damien, mavis, xuejing, jarvis, jess..
tianwen went for his TP..
the 6 of us shopped ard for abit..
den damien, mavis, jess and i settled down the coffeebean with su and her frenz..
we did PM proj..
awhile ltr elvi came..
den awhile more ltr, elvi and jess left..
damien, mavis and i had a good chat..
believe it or not, we chatted for like 6 hrs..
frm abt 4 till 10plus..
at coffeebean and over dinner too.. =)
den i went back wif damien..
we chatted more on 72.. lolz
den when he gt off, he realised tt wendy and weilin are on the 72 we took too!! they were on the lower deck.. hahas..

Saturday- 2feb
i closed myself in my room the whole day..
woke up on an unhappy note..
with mummy screaming in my ear and hitting me.. =(
aft my instant noodles, den i stayed in my rm liao..
nv came out..
even when mummy&daddy went to visit gongong, i nv go..
until evening..
supposed to go jacjac's chalet, but i gotta go church..
worship prac..

Sunday- 3feb
service in the morning..
amkids worship was ok..
went for 1030 service wif juvia..
aft tt walked walked ard..
den went to meet guihe..
at hougang mrt..
we went lil india..
i brought her threading..
den we went down redhill..
i cutt-ed hair at imagical..
cas cut for me..
den ben washed for me..
den cas straighten.. =)
its not bad i muz say..lolz.
i might go back there again.. =)
aft tt, wait for ben to off..
den 3 of us went town liao..
CNY shopping!! no time!!
i bought a dress frm a boutique @ far east.. -$59..
den a shirt/dress frm cottonON at wisma.. -$34.90..
tts all folks! =( so lil clothes for CNY..
dinner at crystal jade..at 9plus..
aft dinner, homesweethome..

Monday-4feb..
left my hse..
walked up the overhead bridge at NYP..
GUESS WAT..
i fell down..
with my huge heavy bag..
my leg swell like shit sia..
both my legs are hurt..
my right shin is entirely swollen..
i feel like i hv pig's trotter as my leg.. =(
my left leg is slighty better,
onli the top half of my shin is swollen..
so din feel like gg skol..
but i still limped to skol..
limped ard the entire day..
damn pain la..
aft skol got daddy to come fetch me..
den i went up jiuma there get yao jiu..
for my pig's trotters.. =(
den went home for dinner..
aft dinner, i put the medication den fell aslp liao..

today-5feb..
woke up, leg hurting..
caught a lil "martha steward" on TV..
den cabbed to skol..
so din feel like gg larh..
my legg is all bandaged up.. =(
in the end i late..
lesson ended earlier..
so i absent..(there goes my 100%)
BCM proj meeting..
blah blah..
now i'm blogging..
ltr meeting guihe to get my leggys..
too bad cant make it for the reunion dinner tonight..
i think gui, ben, juliet, siewchoo, marvin will be there..
proj proj proj..
all by CNY.. =(
NO time?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!!


k la..dis entry has gone on long enuf..
and i gtg meet guihe liao..lolz..
cheerios!! =)