Sunday, October 31, 2004
still sick...fever hit 39.4deg lor can...nutz...gosh...i feel terrible...will sumbody juz kill me?...me feeling lonely these days...nobody pei me...nobody take care of me...not tt i need someone to take care of me...but i sorta feel as if dey# dun luv me animore...haha...i noe...childish thot...but tts realie how i'm feeling...yday,fever 39.4deg...temperature going up n down like i dunno wat...one moment 39+...nxt moment 36+...wonder y will lidat...[sigh] he# went playing majong...she# came home but din bother much abt me...din even ask if i was ok...[sigh]...nobody seems to care animore...oh wells...lonely me...sadded...dis hse to me is realie juz an empty shell...on e outside...look like a nice lovely home...but inside so cold and heartless...-haiz-...
am i e onli person hu's free around here?everyone else seems to be rushing stuffs...busy wif their own stuffs...dis doesn't feel like aft exams...y?...hmm...
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 10:38 AM