Friday, October 08, 2004
tears cant stop flowing...again...why am i lidat??...i dun wanna be lidat...oreadi promised myself tt i'll nv cry again...no matter wad happens...but still?....i'm still doing it...i wanna stop...
cant help it...i cant do it anymore...i cant pretend to be happy anymore...i cant pretend tt i'm alrite...not anymore...i'm tired...tired of controling my emotions...i wanna let go...juz be myself...i wanna be able to show my feelings and emotions...but i've still yet to find e place...tt i can actually be myself...show my deep feelings...how i realie feel inside...not at home...not in skol...
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 6:39 PM