Wednesday, December 15, 2004
i'm so tired...
mentally tired...
emotionally tired...
i'm breaking down le...
cant take dis any longer...
crying all e time isn't good ...
cry myself to sleep every nite...
i hate to cry but alwaes cant control...
i noe there are ppl out there hu alwaes ask me not to cry...i noe tt they are alwaes there for me...but i juz cant help it either...i dun want things to be like dis either...
things aren't gg well at home...
my life totally sucks rite now...
hving alot of problems...
wif no solution in sight...
i turned back...
hoping to find u...
but didn't...
u were not there...
[oh well...i'm being childish..and willfull...annoying..]
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 9:06 PM