suddenly miss NDP...
suddenly miss DRILL COMPETITION...

during those periods of time...
was so busy...
aft skol...
is train...
train...
train sumore...
altho alot of hard work...
but alot of fun...
going thru thick n thin wif ur buddies...
sharing lufter n tears tgt...

most imptly...
was veri busy...
so everytime reach home veri veri late...
even saturdays were booked...
tt was good...
in a way...
at least i din hv to spend so many times alone...
all by myself...
juz me n my hse...
[sigh]
is sec4 onli abt studying n skol?
is there no social life in sec4?
itz juz e begining...
and oreadi i cant wait for it to end...

i got a feeling i'll be too worn out...
too tired to go too far...
veri mentally tired...
skol is so clogged up in my head...

i'm breaking down agn...
crying so much nowadays...
why???