Thursday, March 10, 2005
has been in a realie bad mood today....
dunno why....
everything ard seems lifeless and meaningless today...
feeling realie down today......
[sigh]
wonder why......
alicia n eunice noe abt it liao....
dey ask me today....
hazel oso noe le...
cos she asked....
toking abt it seemed to dig out wat i thot i had burried deep inside me...
not sure of how i am now......
juz wondering how long more i'll hv e strength to carry on lidat......
feeling real bottled up......
feel like a tightly capped fizzy drink tt was shaken....
pressured.....
i still love u...alot alot...you'll alwaes be in my heart...
i need a hand to pull me up....i need a shoulder to cry on....
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 8:42 PM