Tuesday, March 15, 2005
suddenly got nth to say....dunno why....i shouldn't hv read it...i more i read....the sadder i get....everytime...
i tell myself not to go read it...but i still do....how much i wish...
it was me ure toking abt...
but i noe, it isn't...
it cld nv be....
everytime i read it...the tears will start....it'll start to hurt...hurt so much i cant stop crying....i dowan to carry on lidat....i wanna stop....i need to stop....i dunno how long i can carry on like dis...pretending tt everything's perfectly fine...pretending tt nth happened...it take alot of strength to do it...and strength is wat i'm loosing...fast...i dunno wat else i can do now besides pretend...
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 10:08 AM