Tuesday, March 29, 2005
today's not a good day for me...during recess,din finish my food...sat down wanted to eat...den dunno y felt full...din hv appetite...had drill aft skol...prac for enrolment parade...den pain started to cum ltr on...during e prac...told alisa i buay tahan...so sat there rest...-haiz-...so useless these days...awhile headache...awhile pain...wth...hate it...feeling so useless and jelly...dun feel like e usual bubbly me animore...i'm so tired...mentally tired...emotionally tired...i wish i cld slp and nv wake up agn...i wish i cld escape frm all dis fear and sadness and stuff...i wanna run away....as far as i can...nv to turn back agn...
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 6:58 PM