Friday, January 20, 2006
went into my room veri earli last nite..not cos i was tired,but cos i wanted to escape reality..
everything ard me has been gg downhill lately..friendships,family and everything...
the onli comfort i cld feel was in my bed,in e dark,under the sheets.... ....mum gave me a whole lot a attitude since she saw me...
dad din bother abt anything, juz cared abt himself....everything n everyone seemed so cold n distant... ...when ppl were being unreasonable, yday i juz din hv e strength n energy to fight back..
i juz kept quiet at every accusation and hurtful words that came my way..when is all dis ever gona stop?when i read the note elin wrote for me, tears rolled down my eyes..
curled up in bed, i cried myself to slp....
woke at 3, and stayed awake for the longest time...and now, i'm awake again, facing the harsh truths of reality...i just want to run and hide..
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 11:28 AM