with the things tt are gg on at home..
with the things tt are gg on in skol...
with the things tt are gg on with my life..
plus exams exams and more exams..

i'm gg to lose it..
i nid a break..
push me any further and i'll snap..
i cant take it anymore..

i cant cope with skol work..
i cant handle all this expectations and the workload..
i wanna transfer course..
i'm not meant to be in engineering in the first place..

things at home are not any better..
i'm seeking shelter at jiejie's hse..
staying here for 2days..
[siGh]

i really hope the effort i'm putting into studying for my papers will pay off..i'm not asking for too much..just to pass..i really dun wanna re-take.. i cant..
broke down n cried like crazy aft ppr today..
think its e first time any of my poly frens see me lidat..
think e guys were quite shocked..
altho i tried my bez to stop..

...ALL TIME LOW...
who will know wat i'm gg thru?
who will understand?
who can help me?
who really cares?