i feel totally wasted today..
the tears flodded my emotions, flooded my thots..
the swelling and puffiness blocked my sight..
almost din make it to skol today..
really din want to..
finally dragged myself there.
onli to realise i was late for my lab test..
obviously no mood for the test..
bloody screwed it up..
din do my titleblock AT ALL...
fucked it all up...
hung ard aft the test..
skipped ALL other classes....
no appetite, so din have lunch...
wasted more time ard skol since i had nth to do and nowhere to go..
i honestly feel like a walking corps...
aft parting wif jacjac n kf,
met up wif my ma..den come home...
din hv dinner...not hungry...

now here i am again..
wasting my time..
counting the seconds to the time i'm taken away to lala land and the light dawns upon me...

thnx kf,jacjac,jess,elvi..