Thursday, September 13, 2007
on the way home..
on the way to mit korkor at NYP..
got the word tt the results are out..
my hrt starts pounding..
my brain starts racing...
i cant take this..
half of me wants to know..
half of me is hoping for the best..
i'm torn..
right down the middle..
when i got home..
i finally picked up the courage to open up my laptop..
frm the moment the results page opened up,
i regreted..
i knew i shouldn't have..
the tears welled up in my eyes..
in the silence of the house..
i could hear the deffening thuds of my heart..
my heart sank as i saw what was displayed..
this is what i've done to myself...
i so hate myself for this..
20th Century Fashion [C+]
Integrated Resort Design and Development [C]
Security and Surveillance [D+]
Space Planning [B]
Fire and Life Safety Management [B]
Financial Management and Forecasting [F ]
Air Conditioning and Hydraulics [D+]
Applied Principles for Effective Living [Pass ]what am i to do??
how am i supposed to react?
somebody enlighten me...
i dun wanna pretend that i'm alright when i'm not..i'm tired of all this..if i could, i would leave this house and never come back again..fucking kill each other for all i care..if u wan to ignore her, den dun put me in the middle..i dun wish to speak to u either..if ure angry or upset, den tell him straight in the face..dun be a coward and shower me with ur unhappyness..when is anyone going to care abt my feelings for once?why am i always the one to think abt others?i'm sick and tired of all this..i wanna jus slp and never wake up again...
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 12:05 AM
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