Thursday, August 07, 2008
i'm back for my BI-weekly affair with my blog..
lolz..(wow, tts a long time..)
cant seem to find the time,
nor mood to blog these days..
mayb i've grown up?
HAHA..grown OUT i mean..
of blogging tt is.. heh..
i still vaguely rmb how i started this blog..
the first blogadd i came up with was:
realliesickoflife.blogspot.comi guess tt was reali how i was feeling?
OH WELLS..
den it went to
hate-my-life.blogspot.com
and now..
*drum-rolls*
its
all-becos-of-you.blogspot.com
i wanna change my blog..but i'm so lazy..
HAHA..any kind soul willing to do me this favour?
heez..
anyways..looking back on my 18yrs on this tiny red dot..
i realised i've changed..
i rmb how naive and stupid i was in pri skol..
how i used to try my bez to get in the good books of my classmates..i was so afraid to offend anyone..and i was always trying to be nice to everyone, no matter wat..
den i rmb how i moved up to sec skol..
hanging out with amanda, n cassie, n alicia..
getting to know dylan(oh man, i rmb her name..LOL)...
who was the first butch i made frenz with..
running away from lessons..
playin ard wif the upper sec girls..
den gg on to upper sec..
with all the drama gg on both IN and OUT of skol..
and i guess, the life lessons learnt..
the start of certain things..
and the end of others..
i'm surprised i din like go crazy or smth..
altho there were times i felt i was abt to loose it..
all i thot of was to end it all..
but i'm glad i'm here NOW.. =)
coming into poly,
yr 1 was a whole new experience to me..
new friends, new contacts, new exposure..
vanessa was the first fren i made..and myra n jess were the first ppl we spoke to..
the first proj was WRTORAL, done wif vann n jaymee..
i wanted to join TP Dance, but cos onli jess n i made it thru the auditions..
all of us joined TPFB instead..
(regrets? i'm not sure..HEH.)
yr 2 was a rollercoaster ride..
filled with ups and downs in life..
it started to show..
who were the frenz..
and who were merely aquaintances..
everyone had their share of break-ups and get tgts..
including me of cos..
i learnt alot..
yr 3 is the best since..
i feel so relaxed..
so released..
i've nv felt so burden-less in so long..
i'm glad i ended up grouping with anas and rais..
i'm blessed to have known jodine, ericia, grala, mark, safwan, gary, salwa, fiqah, salimah & liyana ALOT better.. =D
its nice to hv frens..true frenz.. =)tday's popo's death anniversary..
i MISS her..
i DO and i always WILL..
she's has been a great influence in my life..
and i'm thankful for her..
if onli she was still around, so i can take care of her..
so tt i can show her what i've become..
popo, I MISS YOU..I LOVE YOU..
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 8:38 AM
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