Wednesday, October 29, 2008
life is never fair..
i cant control situations that happen..
(to me; around me)
the only thing i can control..
is how i take it..
and how i react to it..This is smth i tell myself all the time..
its also smth tt i tell ppl ard me..
its what keeps me gg..
but TODAY,
i think i kinda lost it..
guess wat, raa stole my purple skittles..
and i cried..
i hv no idea why..i hv no idea how..
but the tears juz filled my eyes..
and i cldnt stop..
CRAZY..over purple skittles?!?!?!
i must be looney.. =(
when asked why, there wasnt anything i cld pinpoint at.. but it was deff NOT THE SKITTLES.. i guess it juz sparked it off? hmmm...
and juz when i thot it was the end,
i totally broke down during team talk with jamie..
like OMG..
"what is wrong with me TODAY?!?!?!?"
i am feeling horrible, but i hv no idea why..
its juz so many lil things..
and no matter how i am feeling,
i come back to this COLD and lifeless house..
pretend to be indifferent about things..
pretend to not be bothered by anything..
pretend to be someone i am NOT..
i am tired..
dead beat..
i feel misunderstood, but i dont noe how to explain myself..
i wanna talk, but i dont noe what to say..
LIFE ; gimme a break..
shades of colour in my monochrome world.. @ 2:00 AM
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